One Month

It's been one month now that Scott has been gone from our world.  I miss him more than words can express.  I miss his beautiful blue eyes, his comforting hug, his reassuring deep voice, his perspective on world events, his confident driving and reminders that I need to fill the gas tank, his snoring next to me in bed, his help carrying heavy objects (we used to joke that this was his greatest talent!), his co-parenting when making discipline decisions, his healthy eating habits --- I could go on forever ---but most of all, I miss his love - his unwavering, devoted love for us.

It's been a very long month....it makes me wonder what will a year feel like?